Field Day

I'm feeling fucking good I tell ya. All my senses are heightened. I'm reaching out and expanding. I'm sure even the most introverted person has days where they want to communicate and be with people, just as extroverts have days where they want to hole up alone. Well, I am in a growth phase this week. The past month really. I look like a blowfish or a kooshball with spines sticking out everywhere. I am attached to a million projects and people and it's not stressing me out. I guess I am my mother's daughter. Always thought of myself as being mostly my dad, who is a serious introvert. Been battling that fear for years. During periods like the present, though, my concerns vanish because it's clearly not really true.

How much do you believe your thoughts shape reality? And if you think they do, is it an immediate or a much more gradual thing? Do other people's preconceptions and desires mix around with yours to create a joint effort reality? Do thoughts have to reach a certain intensity activation level to have any effect, or do low level thoughts influence events in smaller ways? Why are so many people thinking about this right now? Why, even though I disliked that movie, "What the bleep do we know," do I keep coming back to it and comparing other theories with it? I've got to read a quantum theory book or something to replace it as my baseline in the field. Time for accumulation of facts so that I can pull out my FACT punch later on.

The Cheat is living with Nikhila now. That makes me so happy. I think The Sneak knows. She always knows! She's so dumb she knows everything.

Field Day campout is on man. Go here for tickets. I will be happy to see that waterfall again. I know people say not to drink water where humans bathe ever, but last time I secretly did. I went way upstream and fuck, just drank a little. No intestinal parasites yet! This is my version of extreme sports. And the water was amazing. Better than many bottled waters.
False profit campout is here. I don't think I'm going, I'm too poor and not really feeling stylish enough for those kids at the moment. There is plenty of time for last minute changing of mind though, depending on how kooshbally I am at the moment.
The 100 person plus waiting list for fnf tickets is here.