We are all players

I totally performed at the jam last night! It was the best feeling ever, once I got over being terrified. I think I did ok too. I wish I could see a video of it. I was hesitating on going up, and then Erik was all like, "This is what we came here for!" I couldn't back out then. Thanks dude. I should be taking a nap now, but I can't stop thinking about performing.

Afterwards we went to a beach bonfire for Nick's bday, which was rad until the Ocean Beach cops showed up and took away my sake, threatening a $100 fine and telling us to get lost. Poop. So we all went back to Nick's until the wee hours and hung out on his bed while a couple members of the crew got really into some spanking in the empty room next door. I'm sad to have missed Francisco's 30th bday party, but he was having it at a club and I just couldn't handle that sort of thing last night. Plus I had already overcommitted in several other directions. I'll make it up to him.